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Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Campur-campur.

Salam.

Menjadi tanda tanya pada diriku. Kenapa la chatbox kt blog ni selalu kene ceroboh. Entah omputih mane mane entah la yg rajin duk tinggal mesej kt box tuh. Virus ape lak ni. Kali ni da masuk kali ke berapa ratus kali aku tukar bende alah tu. Nak kate blog ni femes... Nayyyy!!! too far away. Hahaha

Eh boleh pulak sibuk pk pasal chatbox ni. Padahal RPH x buat lagi. Tak tau nak ngajar ape esok. Student asyik nak main catur je. Ape ingat aku ni Ron Wesley ke? Lemah la aku bab game ni. 

Seriously sem ni sangat tak best sebab dapat student yang kureng dari sek praktikal sem lepas. Rindu SK Pinang Tunggal. SK Machang Bubok II bukan tak best, tapi belum serasi lagi kot. Sabar je la. Da la jadual kerap bertukar. Berebut kelas pulak tu dengan Shazwan. Shazwan ni cikgu ganti kt sekolah  tuh. Ade lagi sorang, Akmal. Ustaz Akmal. Hari pertama aku panggil dia Cikgu Akmal, tapi bila dapat tau umur dia, terus Akmal je. Ni pun sama jugak, simpan buku anak murid aku punye lama. Nak bagi nota pun x boleh. Sayang betul nak lepas anak murid die kt aku. Haihh. Sabar je la kan pose pose ni.

Projek ape nak buat kt sekolah tak fikir lagi. Asyik buat mural je, sungguh bosan dan aku bukan cikgu seni. Pernah terfikir nak jemput Aiman Azlan bg motivasi kt budak2 sekolah ni. Bg dorang bersemangat sikit. Da lama aku fikir bende ni dan semakin kerap berfikir bila dapat tau Aiman ada kt Malaysia! (Hahaha, aku bukan gatal) 

Tapi aku sangat seronok kene gantikan cikgu math untuk year 3. Kejap je ajar, student paham, bile dapat cop good dalam buku, berkobar2 depa buat latihan. Tapi jadi down bila ngajar budak yg x dengar ckp, tapi nak sgt belajar, tapi buta huruf. Sedih bila budak xtau mengeja, menyebut apatahlagi menulis. Darjah 4 tuh. Last2 aku bukak kelas pemulihan hari tu, tak jadi mengajar. Depa tau salin ja. Kesian. Habis RPH aku rancang elok2, hanya sekadar hiasan dalam buku rekod je. Sabar la hati, ni baru praktikum, sok da posting, jumpe budak yang macam2 lagi.

Tahun 5 aku kene ngajar jugak. Ade sorang student ni, muke die sebijik macam abg dekstop pujaan hatiku.  Orang Kuching Sarawak, Nelson. Goodboy!Nasib baik awak dgr ckp cikgu. =)
 ----TERUS BUKAK BLOG ABG DEKSTOP---- XD


Okay, nak stop kt sini dulu,  nak pk nak ngajar ape esok. Khamis ni lec datang, nak observe. Ribut dalam hati kemain lagi. 

Ya Allah, kau permudahkanlah urusan ku, kau berikanlah aku ketenangan, berikanlah aku keyakinan dan kuatkanlah aku untuk menempuh ujian darimu ini, Ya Allah. Sesungguhnya engkaulah yang Maha Pemurah dan Maha Penyayang.

Amin.

Kad Kahwin


p/s : boleh buat yg mahal, tp untuk letak dalam album kahwin. cukup la untuk kita dan suami tatap ;)

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Sunday, July 29, 2012

Crush On You

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you

I used to turn around and walk away
Never stopped to play
Cause there was no attraction

But in my heart you start to grow on me
Kind of suddenly
So now I've changed direction

Knowing it might seems strange
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

In this cold world, where dreams are few
Baby, I want you
Is it too much to ask for?

I'll take you places where you never been
If you just give in
So babe, it's now or never

Knowing it might seems strange...
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
Oh It's magic magic magic babe I've got a crush on you 

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
It's magic magic cos babe I've got a crush on you

So if you feel the way I do
Would you fancy to
To take a ride beside me?

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony 
It's magic(oh it's magic) babe I've got a crush on you

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you

Friday, July 13, 2012

I'm still Malay, I'm still Malaysian :)

Moshi Moshi !

Tonight I would like to talk about foreign language. Hurmm. Actually about my English and my other language. FYI, I'm not good in English. But I can speak in English, I know how to use it. I still remember when I was young, I was learning English via Westlife's songs. ( please give a big clap to my "boyfriends" )

When I was in standard 3, I had zero knowledge about English. I just past exam paper because I memorized it. ( Huh, beriya beriya aku menghafal segala kata kata omputih tuh! ) Then, standard 4, I found new strategy on how to learn English. Copying my friend's work until I get caught with my teacher. I copied her essay because I didn't know how to write it. ( Masa tu aku sangat malu sebab kene perli dgn cikgu dalam kelas ) Look, I was stupid girl at that time. 

Actually I was jealous with my classmates. They went to tuition/ English class. Their English were very good. They got high marks in exam. But me, always got B in my English test. And automatically I hate the English teachers especially in my primary school. ( Sorry Teacher )

One day, I bought Westlife VCD at night market. Its cheap! Very very cheap. Ha-ha! From the VCD, I learned English. I memorized the lyrics and checked the meaning of the words. I did it everyday. I listened to English songs everyday and I kept memorized the lyrics. Then I applied the words in my daily life. It worked! But I still got B in my English. I never gave up. I tried harder everyday until I got A in my UPSR. Hello it just in UPSR!

Moving to secondary school made me more interested to learn English. I tried many ways, being friends with other races ( who was good in English ) and read more English book. I read Harry Potter, I read other English novel. ( Actually, I was not chosen in choral speaking, T_T. Its okay Ellina ) I kept listening English songs. I never go to other English class until I was in Form 4. My best friend, Hazi suggested the class to me. And and and, I was very lucky because I got kind English teacher. She was very supportive, very understanding, caring about my English and always gave the English spirit to me. I still remember, in oral test, she said to me you'll be like me one day. Yes! It's true! ( Now, I'm studying at IPG, and InsyaAllah, I 'll be a teacher soon. =). Thanks Teacher Asma. You're my inspiration. And she told me, copying was one way to learn English. ( you see?? ) 

When I was in Form 5, my English teacher, Shima Sensei always put the musics during English class. She always said, learn English with your heart. Its okay when you don't speak well, but at least you try it. Enjoyed when you speak in English. And I became more confident with English. To my tuition teacher too, thanks for the 'English' that you gave to me. I'm really appreciate it. 

To my English teachers, thanks again. I got A1 in my 1119. But, until now, I'm still learning English.

Two years ago. I learned French language, but now, I surrender! I learned French from my friend, Ja'a. He is an English lecturer from UNIKOP and my friend online too. He took French as his second language when he was in the university. And he taught me too. I bought French book, using software, print the note and always chit chat with my friends using French words. I was very lucky because most of my friend learned French as their second language too. I had no problem during learn French. But I don't know what happened to me. I made decision to stop learning French this year. Actually, I can't accept my reason ( too busy with school program ). This is unfair. I took 2 years to learn it and now, I leave it. Its not difficult but I don't know why. I already bought new book ( stage 2 ) and I kept in my room. 

And now, I'm in love with Japanese language. I got the inspiration from K-pop. I do always listening to Kpop songs but I can't follow the lyrics. So when I listened to Japanese version, I was interested. And, I started to learn Japanese by downloading the software from the internet, the book and being friend with Japanese people. Yes, I have a pen pal. One of them was Koto-mi. He always posted Japanese lessons on his Tumblr. Learning Japanese is more easy than learning French. Its true. I also listened to Japanese songs because it easy to catch up the lyrics and the pronunciations. Honestly, I enjoyed this more than French language.

Some people asked me, Why you learned foreign language? 

Its simple.

1. I want to be a translator ( This is my ambition exactly )
2. I hate when I don't understand what actually they ( foreigner ) talk about.
3. I believe, this can help my English too.
4. I can use it anywhere, not only in Japan or French.
5. I can make new friends.
6. I can easily learn about their culture and country.
7. You cannot easily lose

Different people, different way.

Try to update your status in Fb/Twitter by using foreign language. Its interesting! 

p/s : I 'm still using Malay because I'm Malaysian. And this is not broken English because I'm still learn it. =)

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Wordless Wednesday #7

I learned Japanese from him because his notes was easy to understand. Thanks again, my dear koto-mi . =)

Still puzzled.

Assalamualaikum.... Ola ola...
Seems like long long time I was not here. Busy with the holiday, the books, the marathon of korean drama , the cooking and so on.. Its about one month I became degree housewife. Ha-ha! But I'm enjoyed it. Seriously, I'm not ready to go to school yet. ( I hate when I'm counting the day! )  I'm prefer to cook everyday. I'm very happy when the people finished it! Well I'm not master chief, but I just can cook. =p

I don't know what actually I'm talking about. Just write down the things that crossed in my mind. Oh yea, I got my exam result . Alhamdulillah, my eyes can't stop 'bling bling' . chinca? ( I don't know how to spell it, but its korea's writing - romanji style, meaning trully??? omo! )  Speechless already. I didn't expect it. Honestly, I'm too worry thinking about my result during the holiday. Huh!! Because I was "bubbling" in my exam sheets. But but but.. I knew, Allah helped me. Alhamdulillah. I'll do my best to stay on that stage in this semester. 

Enough bout that. 

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Day by day, the time has come and I'm officially forget about it. ( my mouth said like this but in my mind, I want to keep 'this' ) Okay, I admitted it. I have been thinking about it ..... arghhh!!! WHY I CAN'T ERASE 'IT' ????!!!
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By the way, this is July. Hey you, welcome back!!!! Finally, you arrived safely! Of course I'm happy! ( but I'm not excited anymore ) I don't know why. Why it happened?? I don't know too. ( I got pieces of puzzle in my mind ) When I read your message today, I just can smile, yes a little bitter smile. Oh, we are not far away. We are so near. Yes very very near. However, I can feel that you're at North pole, and I'm at South pole. This is precautions, not my negative thinking. I'm 22 years old young lady, and I know that I'm matured! Ha-ha. ( my best friend told me, when you turned 22, you must be an adult) Yes, I'm an adult right now. 

Okay, I don't want to take it seriously. Let it go smoothly and I know there's will come out with a good 'product' by helping from the God. I believe it. =)

Now, I have to focus on my action research, my school, my students, my family , my friend. But I still need you as my inspiration. I don't hate you actually. Gomapda...naegyutae wajoseo. ( Thank you , for coming to my side ;)